Saturday, April 28, 2012

Doing better today

It's been a couple of days since the doctor's visit and have had some time to digest what's going on with my medical issues.  I have had some really good conversations with friends and have been praying a lot, which has given me lots of peace around all of this.  I was in church tonight and it seemed like all the songs we sang were for my purposes only, as if God was laying them on my heart just for a private moment between the two of us.  Last night I went to the hospital to get a sonogram done for the thyroid cancer issue.  What's interesting is that I haven't even thought about it since last night.  I think I truly turned the results over to God and I'll find out in a few days what's going on there. 

As far as the other stuff that came from the MRI's and nerve testing, I'm still looking at everything and trying to write down questions for the time when I meet with both specialists.  I may not understand everything or even why this is happening, but I can have some sort of peace around this, as much as possible anyway.  I don't want to look too far into the future in terms of prognosis for all of this because otherwise it will be too much to handle, I think.  Just dealing with the next indicated step is enough for the moment.  Anyway, I'm hanging in there.  Thanks for your prayers, dear friends.  It means a lot to me.


Truth Teller said...

You are handling this so smartly! :)

Melissa said...

Sounds like you are in a place of peace, which is wonderful to hear. This is where you need to be. Prayers and support sent your way.

Kathy said...

Thanks ladies. Turning things over to God really helps take power out of things. This doesn't mean I don't think about what's going on, but the worry is so much more reduced and that's something I'm super grateful for.

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